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In 1987, Pat Deegan wrote a paper about her experience of recovery after being diagnosed with schizophrenia. Using the tiny sea rose as a metaphor for the journey of recovery she wrote:

It is springtime and hope is everywhere. It is springtime and it feels like all living things are trembling into being, still wet and new and fragile and determined to put down roots and grow.

I think of a sea rose I watched growing out at a beach near my home this past summer. It is a fragile and tender life, that sea flower. I love to see it. At dawn it moves in a slow upsway as it turns toward the morning star. That sea rose is a light seeker. It bends toward the light. It is a light-seeker whose roots reach way down into the darkness of the earth. In fact, it was in darkness that his new life began.

Way back in January and February, when the icy winds lashed across those dunes and the days were short and the light gave no warmth, even then, way down under the ground, this new life was waiting. Nobody could see it, nobody was there to witness it, and yet this promise of a sea flower waited. It waited in that icy darkness for the sands to begin to thaw. It waited for the rains to come and loosen the earth. And then, ever so slowly, it began to stir. Moving one grain of sand at a time, it began to grow.

It did not grow straight toward the light at first. No. First its growth sought a downward course, reaching, stretching, blindly groping through shifting sands to find a solid place. A place to be rooted. A good soil to cling to and to be nurtured by. A home soil that could sustain it even in driving rains and tormenting winds. And then, having rooted itself in this way, the sea rose began its journey toward the light. Poking through the darkness, that sea flower emerged tiny and lovely and insistent and courageous. On frail and trembling limbs, this small thing rose to a new life…

That sea rose teaches us a lot about hope. It teaches us that hope emerges out of darkness. It teaches us that hope can grow in nurturing environments that allow one to become rooted and secure. And I have come here today to celebrate the hope symbolized by that sea rose…

Almost three decades later Pat is still celebrating the conspiracy of hope for recovery. She formed this organization to continue to promote the good news that recovery is not the privilege of a few exceptional people, but a possibility for all who have been diagnosed with a mental disorder.

Click here to read Pat’s paper Recovery, Rehabilitation and the Conspiracy of Hope.

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Mission Statement

Pat Deegan & Associates, LLC is a consumer/survivor/ex-patient run organization. Our mission is to improve the personal, social, economic and cultural well being of people with psychiatric disabilities through ex-patient directed study and research. We conduct research and study to:

  • Broaden the knowledge of recovery, resilience, empowerment and healing

  • Promote self-determination for people with disabilities

  • Create new resources, including self-help and peer support materials

  • Amplify the voice and support initiatives of people of color, women, children and youth, and gay men and lesbians who have been diagnosed with mental illness

  • Discover, interpret and preserve the historical perspective and collective heritage of people receiving services in mental health systems

  • Investigate problems with and propose solutions to the forces that oppress and devalue people with disabilities